Chapter 14 : Lost.

I am a kind of person who thinks a lot.

I'd sit for hours, thinking about almost everything. No, it is not daydreaming; I am not thinking about how to be successful, how to have lots of money, how to enjoy life, what to do to make me happy. I am just looking for an answer; the thought of why it happened, of everything I've been through. Tho the answer is clear, I am thinking of how to understand the situation and the event itself.

I'd look back and try to understand, evaluate, and appreciate them; every moment, every person, every detail.

That's why I like to think, because I'll see everything clearer and I'll understand them better.

And it is painful.

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